We went to Nova Scotia to attend Clayton and Kirsty's wedding and to see our dearest uncle John.

The wedding was beautiful. Kirsty came out bare footed in a simple white dress with a big lily and Clayton came out in a Kilt and nothing else lol. it was fun. One guy even hitch-hiked from Saskatoon sask. to be there. cool guy.

it was really nice to see all my long lost cousins. we connected instantly, oddly enough, and by the end of the weekend we all gave each other hugs and tearful goodbyes. to tell you guys the truth it was almost entirely because of uncle Johns state. the doctors said they couldn't do any more for him and sent him home to die. we are all very very sad for him. it brakes my fucking heart. he's they greatest person and we all love him dearly. him and his girlfriend Carole love each other so much and it kills me that they've had so little time together. i wish they would have been married instead of to other people at first.

this sucks . i don't think I've been as sad as this since my dog died. i would give nearly anything for John to be well again. he looked to skinny,sad, and in pain. it hurts so bad.


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